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My Wandering Pen. Blog Thoughts.

"Not all those who wander are lost."

– J.R.R. Tolkein

The Sign of the Cross

I was sitting in the second tier of seats, several rows back, near an EXIT door in a smallish auditorium room. It was the last day of Calvin’s Festival of Faith and Writing held at Calvin College in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Myself and two writing friends were attending...

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The Weight of Snow

Snow is falling outside my window. Again. This is our second big snow this winter. Since moving to Roanoke, we have had at least one big snow a year. This year it appears we are having two. I like snow to a degree. It blankets the dead naked landscape with its...

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When You Go to Alaska

A three hour car ride, four airplanes of varying sizes, hours of layovers—to include an overnight in the airport, and a 30 minute skiff ride. That is what it takes to get to Alaska. At least, that is what it took for me to get to Alaska. That is where I spent last...

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On Fog, Monticello, & the Four Quartets

The past several mornings there has been a thick fog blanketing the valley. Monday morning from my back deck, I could see down my hill, and the mountains across the way, but in the expanse between us lie a fog so thick and flat it teased me with trying to walk across...

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In the Aftermath of May

In May we bought a house. After years of building my dream home in my mind—with every move and every home that “isn’t how I would have…”—I am preparing to move into a home that isn’t how I would have…and make it my own. At the end of April, after yet another setback...

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On Adoption Grief and Mourning

Last night I finished reading Joan Didion’s The Year of Magical Thinking. It took me only a few evenings to read it and at one point early in the book I recognized some of its lines. I had read these lines already. Really, what I remembered was a similar image, if you...

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I am now the mother

Yesterday morning I realized why I am grateful to be back in the ‘old-fashioned’ way of church. I was one of two parents responsible for overseeing our teenage sons as they prepared sausage biscuits in the church kitchen for a youth group fundraiser. We had to be at...

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An Interview and a Blessing

Something happened to me yesterday afternoon. It was so small, and my re-telling will amount to nothing as far as writing goes. My children have been home all week due to bad weather so please forgive me. All the creative in my brain is being used to keep me on the...

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On Waiting…

Have you ever seen that show on HGTV with the two brothers? They help clients purchase fixer-uppers then go to work…well, fixing them up. I think it’s called Property Brothers. Whatever it’s called, it had me in near tears at the dentist’s office yesterday—sitting in...

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In which I take a cue from Mary

She was not troubled by the sudden appearance of the angel Gabriel, rather she was troubled by his greeting: “Greetings, you who are highly favored! The Lord is with you.” --Luke 1:28 (NIV) Luke writes that Mary was greatly troubled at the words and wondered what kind...

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